I was born with a perfect vision. Was it I fall in 10t years. I planted the last desk (teachers themselves were engaged seated), and I by no means could see the task on the board, no matter how hard she tried. Mom fought - fought me for two, until it was discovered that I have, it appears, minus 2 in both eyes . Likely to see the job from reached the 10 meters - on zero
. I began to wear glasses. Prescribed them to me as a temporary measure - to watch TV and to the board. But I loved sunglasses as an accessory. Vision Without They successfully disguised my longish nose. And most importantly - they looked older than I am. glasses I had another fun feature - for some reason most people take for wearing glasses, like smart people. People strangely thought my words worthy of attention, if I told them in the glasses, and made fun of is the same thing if I was without them. As a man with a painful sense of self-worth, I desperately needed to with my opinion finally started to be . And as parents, in general, been spit in my opinion, no matter if it was on my glasses or not, I frantically looked for recognition of the others. I incredibly like to make people accept me as an intelligent man and an adult. And, as far as possible to remove from the image of a frivolous coquette, who are interested in bows and lipstick and is not interested in the theory of relativity ))))
This is how it happened that the glasses were rooted to me tightly. And over time, against a clear understanding that glasses work quite as expected, already fully formed and very satisfied with life nerd, I discovered that, it appears, are ruling the world of botany . For they still know how to work well with the information, and who owns the information - owns the world. Now we need to - wanted, and all at your feet . Recollect absolutely trustworthy and very - very rich nerd - Bill Gates . Okazamshis in such a community is not want to leave it on the - the fact ))) But some time ago I wanted to change. In - the first after the birth, my vision has improved by paradoxically poledinitsy. In - the second, my little son was not a fan of less points than I am. And six months ditched 4 pairs. And each such accident, I have absolutely not ready. Since the glasses - is not just an accessory, it is - a means of vision correction, and for each pair to get used to. They differ in weight, the pressure on the bridge, an adjustable field of view, etc. Yes, the pool where the glasses obviously not swim, it was found that as much as I did not try, I can not see the time on the clock at the end of the hall. And, most importantly As a result of some analytical measures I seem finally started to believe that I was smart enough and I did not have to prove it looks. Enough to know inside that if need be, my mind is always at my disposal.
But recently I decided to change. I began to spontaneously shoot glasses and go without them. What happened to me since high school. I found that in dire need of them, only when I eat, cook or sit at the computer. So I was curious what it is - to wear lenses. I decided to try. Tried. My curiosity is almost granted. doctor assured me that that's just some of my astigmatism, but the sensitivity of the eye, the lens for me is what is needed. And started the circus. Which continues to this day. Okay enough that I hardly wear them. Okay then, that in order to remove the lens, you need to pinch yourself for the open eyes. But most amazing is that I absolutely do not like myself without glasses. I'm scared of the complex. I feel naked, old and terrible. I was terribly ashamed of his nose, mouth and cheeks. Moreover, if the nose is all clear, then what's the mouth ...
And this is the set of problems, which I totally did not expect. All around diligently assured me that the glasses I do not paint. And I, behold, it turned out, had a different opinion about himself. now again to start taking myself, I need to paint with terrible force. But before I loved myself and without makeup. Anyway, at an impasse. What tvoritso with my self-esteem?!
. I began to wear glasses. Prescribed them to me as a temporary measure - to watch TV and to the board. But I loved sunglasses as an accessory. Vision Without They successfully disguised my longish nose. And most importantly - they looked older than I am. glasses I had another fun feature - for some reason most people take for wearing glasses, like smart people. People strangely thought my words worthy of attention, if I told them in the glasses, and made fun of is the same thing if I was without them. As a man with a painful sense of self-worth, I desperately needed to with my opinion finally started to be . And as parents, in general, been spit in my opinion, no matter if it was on my glasses or not, I frantically looked for recognition of the others. I incredibly like to make people accept me as an intelligent man and an adult. And, as far as possible to remove from the image of a frivolous coquette, who are interested in bows and lipstick and is not interested in the theory of relativity ))))
This is how it happened that the glasses were rooted to me tightly. And over time, against a clear understanding that glasses work quite as expected, already fully formed and very satisfied with life nerd, I discovered that, it appears, are ruling the world of botany . For they still know how to work well with the information, and who owns the information - owns the world. Now we need to - wanted, and all at your feet . Recollect absolutely trustworthy and very - very rich nerd - Bill Gates . Okazamshis in such a community is not want to leave it on the - the fact ))) But some time ago I wanted to change. In - the first after the birth, my vision has improved by paradoxically poledinitsy. In - the second, my little son was not a fan of less points than I am. And six months ditched 4 pairs. And each such accident, I have absolutely not ready. Since the glasses - is not just an accessory, it is - a means of vision correction, and for each pair to get used to. They differ in weight, the pressure on the bridge, an adjustable field of view, etc. Yes, the pool where the glasses obviously not swim, it was found that as much as I did not try, I can not see the time on the clock at the end of the hall. And, most importantly As a result of some analytical measures I seem finally started to believe that I was smart enough and I did not have to prove it looks. Enough to know inside that if need be, my mind is always at my disposal.
But recently I decided to change. I began to spontaneously shoot glasses and go without them. What happened to me since high school. I found that in dire need of them, only when I eat, cook or sit at the computer. So I was curious what it is - to wear lenses. I decided to try. Tried. My curiosity is almost granted. doctor assured me that that's just some of my astigmatism, but the sensitivity of the eye, the lens for me is what is needed. And started the circus. Which continues to this day. Okay enough that I hardly wear them. Okay then, that in order to remove the lens, you need to pinch yourself for the open eyes. But most amazing is that I absolutely do not like myself without glasses. I'm scared of the complex. I feel naked, old and terrible. I was terribly ashamed of his nose, mouth and cheeks. Moreover, if the nose is all clear, then what's the mouth ...
And this is the set of problems, which I totally did not expect. All around diligently assured me that the glasses I do not paint. And I, behold, it turned out, had a different opinion about himself. now again to start taking myself, I need to paint with terrible force. But before I loved myself and without makeup. Anyway, at an impasse. What tvoritso with my self-esteem?!
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